Recently I heard a beautiful woman speak on balance and depth. So many things she said struck me, but one that has caused a lot of personal reflection is that "we often feel an inch deep and a mile wide when we are out of balance." This is exactly how I feel! The depth of the relationship that I have with my Savior and King feels pretty shallow. How do I deepen it? How do I show Him love and take time to listen to His advice?
The first step has to be, to make time for Him in my daily routine. Now I acknowledge that as the mom of two children under three, that my daily routine can often be interrupted at any moment, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't make the effort. The season of life that we are in, plays a huge part in the time we set aside and the depth of our study. But we should NEVER be so busy and so distracted by the things of this life that we leave God out of our day completely.
I pray the words of David in Psalm 25:4-5 "Show me your ways O Lord, teach me your paths. Guide me in your truth and lead me, for you are God my Savior and my hope is in you all day long." And claim that "God will instruct me and teach me in the way that I should go. He will counsel me and watch over me." Psalm 32:8.
Personally, I love to start my day in quiet stillness with the Lord. As the day progresses, mom and household responsibilities overtake me, so I've found the early morning hours to be my most peaceful time. Daily I read a wonderful devotional titled, "Jesus Calling," and look up the scriptures listed. This devotional has touched me in a special way this year and I would highly recommend it.
Now sometimes reading my devotional is all I get done, and it's not always read in some quiet meditative state. Sometimes I read it while in the bathroom with my 9-month old climbing on my lap. Sometimes I read it while blow drying my hair. Sometimes I read it while walking back to the washer and dryer to switch loads. The point is to make an effort to focus my mind on God.
Other days I am blessed like today, where I've been up for an hour and the house is still quiet. I actually have extra time to dig for treasure in His Word. In this time, I like to turn to Proverbs. I set out every month trying to read a chapter of Proverbs every day. There are 31 chapters in Proverbs, so it works out perfectly. I may not get every chapter read every month, but by reading it over and over again each month, I know that it's planting His Word in my heart.
Just listen to the first seven verses of chapter one that explain the purpose and theme of the whole book. "The proverbs of Solomon son of David, king of Israel: for attaining wisdom and discipline; for understanding words of insight; for acquiring a disciplined and prudent life, doing what is right and just and fair; for giving prudence to the simple, knowledge and discretion to the young-let the wise listen and add to their learning, and let the discerning get guidance-for understanding proverbs and parables, the sayings of the wise. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and discipline." Whew! Makes you want to read more, doesn't it?!
I thank God for the riches of His Word. I thank Him for the lessons that He is teaching me in quietness and chaos. I can't stop life from happening around me so that I can take some monumental times of study and meditation. But I can bring God into my day by praying while folding laundry, reading Bible stories to my kids at nap time, and holding my tongue when I get overwhelmed by my 2-year old's unending question of "why?" I can make a small sacrifice of sleep and wake up early to get a few moments of quiet study.
I thank God for showing me that my organizational personality can be helpful in bringing calm and peace to my day. So, I'm officially claiming May as my "Get Life in Balance" month. I'd love to hear how you keep life in balance or if you'd like to take this challenge with me. Be watching the Organization page for the daily assignments and helpful tools to help keep you on track.
Assignment #1 - Make time for God in your daily routine. If it's first thing in the morning...be consistent. If it is the last thing before bed...be consistent. Find a devotional to read (in print or online) or start reading Proverbs. Just make time for God!